All I Want for Christmas

 feet, financial, gifts, me asking for help, selfishness, shoes, wish list  No Responses »
Dec 182011
 
All I Want for Christmas

All I want for Christmas are my friend’s never-been-worn Fluevog “The Business” boots: The caption says, “Let’s face it, it’s business time – and these new Body Parts take care of business like nothing else. With these luxurious beauties wrapping you in soft patent faux-reptile leathers lined in gold and laying you on a surprisingly comfortable 4″ golden heel, attracting new business will be the least of your concerns.” The videos I could make in these boots. The cam work. Not to mention, the complete and total FUN of going to play parties in them! My friend knows what I do for a living, and she has realized she’ll never wear the boots, but she can’t afford to give them to me for free. These [read more...]

Back and Away Again

 honesty, issues, selfishness  2 Responses »
Aug 132011
 
Back and Away Again

These past two weeks, I have finally felt like I was “back” (although I try not to strive to return to the past – I try always to strive for the new thing the future will bring, with the added bit of wisdom and experience I have gained since then… wow, that was sermonize-ish, wasn’t it?). Since apparently I am having an inner conflict about the use of the term “back”, allow me to clarify: these past two weeks, I have felt like I finally have a routine with my food, sleep, dogs, husband, family, horse tranquilizers, online presence, and phone sex that has felt productive. It’s been months since I felt like I had a groove this strong, and it felt great. So then, [read more...]

All About Me

 favorite stories, honesty, phone sex, selfishness  No Responses »
Oct 202010
 

I know my other two posts today have been about calls, and I’m about to do a third post today about a call, and I should really not be damn lazy and try to mix it up with something else, but you know what, Inner Editor? Look at the title of this post and guess if you’re gonna win. I just spent 29 minutes* talking with a gentleman in a hotel room, relieving himself of his travel boredom. He had emailed me about continuing his fantasy from his last phone call, but “before we start” this time, he wanted to ask me a few questions. What did I think about… how did I feel about… Emotional sadism. Physical masochism. Having a dominant share you with [read more...]