Jun 262012
 

I was so deeply moved by my time with teddybearslave today. This blog post is likely to be poorly structured at best, and completely incomprehensible at worst, but I need to get my tumble of thoughts out of my brain into some place where I can see them again and remember what I feel like right this moment. I’m so cautious interpersonally, in some ways. It’s a crazy statement from someone whose husband’s girlfriend lives with us, who has an in-person lover locally and another long-distance. I can see that. And yet, on Friday night, when I tagged in to substitute in a play scene with my husband and another local couple, I stopped myself from kissing her, taking off my clothing, licking her, blowing [read more...]

Jun 172012
 

I have been deeply enjoying time with callers who have made appointments with me. I’m sure I’ll log back in for The Whole World again some day, but in the meantime, a few of my recent favorite fantasies: I’m in the Witness Protection Program and he’s my favorite bodyguard, one of the only people I can be honest with. When I get to go out of the house, I have to wear a high-tech realistic mask that alters my features so I’m unrecognizable, but I can’t let anyone touch me in it or they’d realize I’m in a mask. This is a terrible fate for someone who is used to getting a lot of attention from men, so I tend to go out, flirt with [read more...]

Aug 182011
 
Chastity, Tease, and Ballbusting mp3

Imagine you’re sitting in a rattan chair with a hole cut in the seat, you are naked, and your balls are exposed through the rattan. Now imagine I am there with you, and I want to have a bit of a chat about a few of my favorite topics. And by “chat” I mean: I talk, calmly, rationally, and steadily, while you listen. And by “a bit” I mean: For a little over 23 minutes. And by “a few of my favorite topics” I mean: Male orgasm control, tease and denial, ruined orgasms, ball busting, and the unfortunate consequences of you having a small penis. This audio file was custom ordered to help a caller reinforce his ongoing chastity for me. It was March 27th [read more...]

Aug 172011
 
Grand Slam Call

I was going to call it a “Home Run Call” because I identified at least four fetishes, but then I realized how many fetishes I was grouping together into a cuckolding fetish: cuckolding super-fetish = being cuckolded + big black cock + small penis humiliation + forced bisexuality + cream pie. So then I asked myself: what number would make a Grand Slam Call? Sure, it puts four runs on the board, but there are 10 bases covered in a grand slam by the time all four runners make it home, right (4+3+2+1)? So I set out to try to limit the fetishes on this call to only 10, if I separated them out properly. Turns out, it was easy. We’re married, and: I have [read more...]

Aug 022011
 
Memory and Notes and Meds

I wrote about how much I remembered vs how much I wrote in this blog post (Memory and Notes), but when I went on my horse tranquilizers mid-May (2.5 months already?), I wondered what the effect would be on my memory. The other day I had a delightful call from a gent who has been keeping up with my blog (awwww, thank you!), and left me this feedback – I blame the typos on the ludicrously intense session he had just had with me: “Im so glad your feeling better and I’m so so glad I got to talk to you. I would beg for you anytime if the day. Thank you again” (side note: I shamelessly stole the idea to incorporate feedback into blog [read more...]

Jul 232011
 
Five Blowjob Night

The other night, I had five calls, and I realized after the last one, they were all about blowjobs. Deeeeelicious. I just had to stop writing for a moment to go get a lollipop. I will clearly need something to suck on while writing this. Hooray for oral fixations! The first call was a nice, slow guided masturbation, but he was in the mood to tease me through my clothes, dammit. He was gently talking smut in my ear while telling me how to stroke myself, and I started begging for him to touch me, fuck me, shove his cock in my mouth, anything more than this tormented non-touch, please… He was standing over me, enticing me, and eventually gave in to my pleadings and [read more...]

Jul 052011
 

I have a caller who has gotten me interested in a concept with many facets and many names: one piece is male chastity / male orgasm denial / tease and denial; a second piece is sack tapping / ball torture; a third piece is small penis humiliation. Whew. It’s a lot to take in. Thankfully, he’s a patient teacher. In fact, our conversations would frequently seem theoretical to an outsider: we would seem like two people rationally and calmly discussing the merits of a man not having an orgasm for days on end… weeks on end… months on end… maybe never. And how testicles feel when stretched or pulled or flicked or punched when they are full. And how some women feel that men with [read more...]

Apr 262011
 

In this post about time limits, I explained that some types of phone sex calls have the unfortunate tendency to accelerate my dizziness to the point where I have to draw a line and impose a time limit, especially calls where I do most of the talking, or where more than one orgasm per person is required. Last night, I spent almost six hours with one caller, from 6:53 pm to 12:46 am. Because of the time he spent re-charging his account, and one unfortunate disconnect, it worked out to 346 minutes of billable time. Wow. Now, if you would have asked me yesterday at 6:52, “What is your prediction for your stamina tonight? How long of a call could you take right now?” I [read more...]

Feb 182011
 
Cartoon Pinup Galiana, Part II

As I explained in the first Cartoon Pinup Galiana blog post, a friend of mine asked a friend of his to do a cartoon pinup of me. In addition to the spectacular me-alone picture, he also delivered this gem, in two views, for Mistress Galiana: The uncensored view is here: http://psophotos.net/galianachance/cartoon/galiana02.jpg The details are spectacular. The chair is rich-looking, the mischief in my eyes and smile are exactly how I feel when I’m topping sensually, my breasts are stunningly pretty, the negligee and stockings are fabulous, my sweet exposed pussy with a touch of a landing strip threatens to flow over onto his chin. And my feet… rubbing allll over him. A foot fetishist’s dream come true. From there, I can stuff my toes into [read more...]

Nov 282010
 

Last night I had a fantastic long call – over two hours – on my sleep-rate (as explained here). I would have completely missed the call if I had just logged out for the night. So I will continue the sleep-rate experiment for the foreseeable future, since my life allows for me to sleep later in the morning, or take a nap during the afternoon,  if I’ve been awake from about 4:45 am – 7:00 am. Considering I didn’t get to sleep until about 1:00 am, it means my sleep pattern is now seriously unorthodox. If I have something I’m resting up for, or if I’m starting to feel sleep-deprived, I’ll take a night off and not think twice about it. Health first. But if [read more...]